I made a new journal.
Nothing HP related is going into it.
I'm sorry. I kind of grew out of the whole being HP obsessed thing.

Sorry about Butterflies & Badgers...
I don't know. I was planning on writing the next chapter a few weeks ago.
But it just doesn't appeal to me right now.
I still have the whole ending in my head. I'd put it here, but some people might not want it ruined...
It's behind the cut.

( it's not gonna be a fanfic, just sentences explaining what happened... )

yeah so, goodbye. =] i won't be checking this lj anymore. ever. leaving a comment on it would be pointless. yeah.

So many new things to tell you but I can't do it right now!

Anyway...

Butterflies & Badgers: I know I said I'd have the last chapter up soon, but I lied. Sorry. I'm going to do it sometime this week, don't worry!

I have been so unbelievably busy it's not even funny. I will explain later. I know I keep saying that but I am not supposed to be up & online right now lol.

Okay well I'll update tomorrow maybe. Bye!

so school is officially out.
and i've lost interest in LJ.
and there will only be ONE more chapter to B&B.
sorry.
but i don't feel like writing it anymore.
but it will be a long chapter!
i'll start on it tomorrow.

i'll explain more later.
<3

Title: Butterflies and Badgers - Chapter 8
Genre: Romance, Suspense, Action
Rating: PG-13
Pairings: Cedric/Fleur (Ginny/Draco, even though it's not the main pair!)
Warnings: making out, character death (not a main character though...so it's not bad, just thought I'd put this warning here since the death isn't canon)
Status: WIP
Summary/Notes: Cedric and Fleur's relationship is a bit rocky. Fleur and Cedric just don't know why. But when things start to heat up again, a terrible surprise interrupts their life together. Um, sorta in C & F POV.

Other chapters have different ratings so if you're easily offended, make sure you read the info before them.
Other chapters: (ratings in parenthesis)
Chapter 1 (R) - Caught Red-Handed
Chapter 2 (PG) - Twice In One Day
Chapter 3 (PG) - No More Heartbreaks
Chapter 4 (PG) - Devious Plans
Chapter 5 (PG-13) - Unexpected Changes
Chapter 6 (PG-13) - Mischief
Chapter 7 (PG-13) - A Not-So-Pleasant Surprise

( Cedric didn't know how it happened, or why it did, but he knew he was doing it, and it felt good. )

HAPPY 20 YEARS!
We love you, dear.
<3

( Click for something I made for Robert, though he'll probably never see it. )

Well, Butterflies and Badgers had to be temporarily postponed. But now, I'm writing the next chapter (woohoo!) and I guarantee you'll love it. I think I'm going to do Fleur's POV this time, just so you can see what's inside HER head too. I like to experiment lol.

But you should be HAPPY I'm spacing the time between the chapters out. Because, well, there's only going to be 10 chapters (sorry! and no sequel!) but I'm going to work on my other fandom after this, Draco/Hermione. <3

So, I hope you're looking forward to the update. It might even be there later tonight or tomorrow. Most probably tomorrow.

Goodnight!

I spent 4 hours rollerblading, riding a scooter, skateboarding, running, playing baseball, soccer, volleyball, monkey in the middle, keep away, and all kinds of other stuff with the little kids in my neighborhood.

See how nice I am?

...I'm also pooped.

I am not in a good mood.

( Elaboration. )

Stayed home, did random stuff, yeah.
=/
I really have nothing to say other than...

I'm excited for tomorrow.

Title: Butterflies and Badgers - Chapter 7
Genre: Romance, Suspense, Action
Rating: PG-13
Pairings: Cedric/Fleur (Ginny/Draco, even though it's not the main pair!)
Warnings: kissing, language
Status: WIP
Summary/Notes: I'd give this whole chapter away if I wrote a summary, so I'm not going to write one. =) But it's in Cedric's POV. Before, the other chapters were pretty general, but I think writing in Cedric's POV is fun, so I will do that for the remaining chapters.

Other chapters have different ratings so if you're easily offended, make sure you read the info before them.
Other chapters: (ratings in parenthesis)
Chapter 1 (R) - Caught Red-Handed
Chapter 2 (PG) - Twice In One Day
Chapter 3 (PG) - No More Heartbreaks
Chapter 4 (PG) - Devious Plans
Chapter 5 (PG-13) - Unexpected Changes
Chapter 6 (PG-13) - Mischief

( Seeing him dance with her, hold her hands, whisper in her ear, even give her a goodnight kiss on the cheek was painful. )

Not for download, because I'm lazy. Maybe one day I'll upload these songs. They're all mainstream, so I'm sure you've heard them at one point or another on MTV or something. You can look up the lyics on letssingit.com, but beware of the evil popups on that site.

I put explanations on some that you might not get.
If you feel the need to add more songs, comment, and I'll do so.
Or if you've heard these songs and they aren't very fitting, feel free to tell me. I won't get hurt, don't worry. I mean, hey, I didn't spend much time making this. xD

Oh, & feel free to pimp this if you'd like!

Some songs are explicit. Curse words, sexual implications, you name it, some of these songs have it.

( I want to put something witty here, but I just don't feel like thinking. And this wasn't meant to be funny, FYI. )

So, who's going or who has went?
I wish I could have, but I couldn't.
-sigh-
Another chance to meet Crackula (Robert Pattinson), but it's gone now...

Now, I'm going to make a fanmix of mainstream songs that are for Cedric/Fleur. =D

Will post it later.
Oh, but you'll have to download the songs yourself, since I'm too lazy to put them on a site for you. xD

Can someone please explain to me the need for underage teens to drink at every party they go to? Really. You DON'T need alcohol to have fun. I am 15, and I know that. Drinking young makes you at a higher risk for liver damage, even brain damage. Plus, when you're drunk, you have no control over what you do, or what happens to you. A sip of alcohol is okay, you won't get drunk off of that. But anything excessive is just...wrong. Now, go ahead, call me a goody goody, whatever. But I'm not going to be at a party, drunk, with fellow drunks, make out with random strangers, or even get raped, or killed by a mixture of alcohols. And when it happens to my friends who drink, I will laugh. No joke. I will laugh in their faces. Because I've warned them. And they know I have.

A) Bold the names of celebrities you'd definitely shag.
B) Possibly shag after a little persuasion, put in italics.
C) Leave the ones you don't know of or wouldn't want to shag alone.
D) Strike the ones you wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole.
E) ADD ONE OF YOUR OWN AT THE END

( Mmmhmm... )

Okay, I'm pimping this uber cool Hogwarts roleplaying board.
You create a character, roleplay it, yaddah yaddah yaddah.
But you can't use an existing HP character, like Harry Potter, Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger, etc.
MAKE SURE YOU READ THE RULES, THEY'RE COMPLEX.
I don't own this board, either.
My username on there is Juliette Rae.
And I'm the mean kid. Haha.

SO GET TO JOINING!

Hogwarts Haven

Other than loads of schoolwork being heaped upon me, my week has been pretty awesome.

I was going to see Silent Hill last night with some friends, but on Friday, there was a dress code check. One of my friends got a detention for her shoes (flip flops with no sole, so glad I didn't wear mine that day!), and the other switched shoes with her so they could both have detentions.

Interims came out Friday, too. Mine was pretty bad, because I've been absent & missed loads of stuff. But I've made that stuff up and I'm happy about it. Except Science, that teacher hates me, and so wants to fail me. But I'll show her. As soon as we get more notes because an unexpected quiz was on Friday and yeah, I totally bombed it. Oh well.

And I really should dress out for P.E. I've got a D in that class. Oops. xD I'll just dress out from now on & bring that up to a B.

If you've noticed the ads on my page, it's because I want my 15 userpics. Yeah, yeah, lame but I am so not paying just so I can have that and a nifty layout. =P I still have to buy my domain and then I'm going to pay 10 dollars a month so I can play The Sims Online. I have missed it and summer is coming up, so I will be able to, yay!

Okay, I should probably go now, because I've got to do my Spanish project and English project. Both writing assignments. Damn. I'm gonna be killed by the end of this year. Note to self: DON'T SLACK OFF BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE SCHOOL YEAR THEY LIKE TO BOMBARD YOU WITH STUPID ASSIGNMENTS THAT ONLY LOSERS WOULD ENJOY DOING.

-_-' This is how I have to spend my Saturday. Whatever. Next weekend is going to be shitloads of fun.

And to those wanting an update on Butterflies & Badgers: Sorry, I may write it tomorrow but I'm going to try to not make it so short and stuff, and I'm going to make it less suckish. But don't worry, Fleur isn't going to die. And well, I can't tell you if Cedric will, because that would ruin the surprise at the end. So, believe that he dies, or that he doesn't, you'll know soon enough.

Bye! <3

I'm only going to surround myself with mature people from now on. Whatever age, it doesn't matter. I've lost friendships very dear to me and some friendships that I was just happy to get off my back because I was much too complex for certain others.

Just recently, I lost a friendship that was only good for one thing: me discovering Fall Out Boy. Now, don't get me wrong, I will admit that I may have possibly used this person for certain things, but it doesn't matter.

I'm the type of person who, if you love me, you are loyal to me, you will never talk behind my back, I will love you, I'll be loyal to you, and I will never talk behind your back. But if you are my friend only to find out what my feelings are, or stuff about my life to hurt me, then you will most certainly know that I'm only your friend for the same reason.

I give what I receive; plain & simple. I'm not going to tie my panties in a knot if you dislike me, or if you want to end our friendship. Because if you are one of my true friends, you won't want to end our friendship. And I love you for that.

I'm a very moody person. I'm a bitch. I'm a complex person. I think highly of myself, and anyone who mistakes that for narcississm clearly has some self esteem problems of their own. I'm a great friend. You can totally trust me with anything.

But if I get just an inkling that you are betraying me, watch out. It may just be the last time I ever do anything nice for you.

Don't be afraid to talk about it. Don't block me on messengers. If I block you, it's because at the moment, I don't feel like discussing it. There's probably more going on. At this moment, my grandpa is dying, and I love him so much, so no doubt about it, my buttons have already been pushed, and you don't want to push them some more.

The point is, no more phonies. No more obsolete dingbats (as Rita Skeeter puts it). If you expect me to be your friend, then you need to be a friend. I'm not going to deal with anymore people who will only be my friend until someone cooler comes around. And if I have been ignoring you, then I probably feel like you are one of those people who are only my friend until someone cooler comes around.

So basically, the people who I love because they actually value our friendship: Amanda, Doniyel, Matt, Sutton, Raquel, Ashley, Rachel, Liz, Jamie, John, Adrian, Ashley two, Alyson, Jordan. And there's many more, but thanks for being a friend. <3

This recent loss, if you can call it that because I don't consider it very important, has taught me many things. I'm grateful for what life has brought me these past few months. The ups and the downs, just like a rollercoaster, are exciting.

Oh, and one more thing:
U-NO-POO: The constipation sensation that's gripping the nation!
Lmfao, Fred & George Weasley <3

Title: Butterflies and Badgers - Chapter 6
Genre: Romance, Suspense, Action
Rating: PG-13
Pairings: Cedric/Fleur
Warnings: kissing, language
Status: WIP
Summary/Notes: Cedric finds out Ginny Weasley's secret and it's a big one. Draco Malfoy does something that causes a lot of pain. Cedric is finally seen at his worst.

Other chapters have different ratings so if you're easily offended, make sure you read the info before them.
Other chapters: (ratings in parenthesis)
Chapter 1 (R) - Caught Red-Handed
Chapter 2 (PG) - Twice In One Day
Chapter 3 (PG) - No More Heartbreaks
Chapter 4 (PG) - Devious Plans
Chapter 5 (PG-13) - Unexpected Changes

( A yell emitted from just a few yards away. )

D=

Periods suck. Cramps, bloating, mood swings, oh yeah, and then there's that red mess you have to deal with. Tampons only staying in 4-6 hours, the worry of getting Toxic Shock Syndrome, pads showing through your clothes, leaking. Then when the whole party in your vagina is over, you feel incredibly weak.

D= Ah, yes. Being a girl is oh so fun. /sarcasm

But at least we can wear make up. And cute clothes. And shop for matching bras and panties. And paint our nails. Have sleepovers with our best friends. Kill ourselves in high heels just so we look good. Smother our cell phones and ipods in those stick on rhinestones. Watch girly shows like Desperate Housewives and My Super Sweet Sixteen.

But the best thing...we can cry at movies and not be called pussies! -laughs-

So how has your week been? Mine? Incredible. I didn't do my Science project, I probably failed an English test, I found out my grandpa is going to die in 6 months to a year because he has stage four liver cancer, it's that time of the month for me, and there is so much more.

But life goes on.

Oh yeah.

HAPPY EASTER!

Title: Butterflies and Badgers - Chapter 5
Genre: Romance, Suspense, Action
Rating: PG-13
Pairings: Cedric/Fleur
Warnings: a little bit of liplocking. nudity. more is suggested.
Status: WIP
Summary/Notes: Cho is jealous. Not just jealous, but full of dislike as well. Ginny and Cedric discover they don't want to pretend anymore. And Fleur wants Cedric back.
I am pretty sure this is the longest chapter of them all. It's not the end! But it's pretty good, so make sure you read!

Other chapters have different ratings so if you're easily offended, make sure you read the info before them.
Other chapters: (ratings in parenthesis)
Chapter 1 (R) - Caught Red-Handed
Chapter 2 (PG) - Twice In One Day
Chapter 3 (PG) - No More Heartbreaks
Chapter 4 (PG) - Devious Plans

( And then he kissed her passionately. )